MY BROTHER WORE A BRIGHT RED SUIT TO DAD’S FUNERAL AND I WAS FURIOUS

a fund he’d been quietly building for thirty,

for the art school he’d forbidden,

with a note that said: don’t be gray like me; be bright like you.

He spent Eric’s childhood dimming him.

He spent his own last year building a way to say sorry.

And he left the apology sewn into a suit so loud

that only a son brave enough to wear it

would ever find the love inside.

Eric wore the red.

He found the letter.

And the brightest boy in our family

finally learned the