the end of it I understood a lifetime of things I’d gotten wrong about both of them.
Eric had always been the bright one. Not smartest — brightest. As a kid he wanted the loud shirts, the wild colors, the red sneakers when every other boy wore white. He was theatrical, expressive, a little too much for our father, who was a career military man, rigid and quiet and buttoned all the way to the collar. Dad spent Eric’s whole childhood trying to tone him down. Wear the gray one. Sit
