four couples get, and which is, if I am honest, harder than a reason, because there is nothing to treat and nothing to blame.
Five cycles. Two that did not reach transfer. One that ended at nine weeks in the March of 2019.
And at no point in six years, in any letter, in any clinic appointment, in any conversation with any professional, was it ever said that the problem was mine.
He said it. From about 2018, steadily, at home — that it was obviously me, that his body was
